- Knowledge is power
- We have the power to overcome great difficulties
- Optimize for mental health
- It's never too late
When I was in high school, I suffered from depression. It crippled me. On most days I had a hard time getting out of bed to face the world.
I remember developing a bad relationship with school early on. My parents got divorced when I was twelve years old. My father worked out of town and I lived with him. If I didn't go to school, there weren't any consequences. My grades were fine. I even blocked the school's phone number so they couldn't leave messages on our answering machine.
This attitude continued into high school. Back then I felt pretty confident that I wouldn't live past my twenty first birthday. So why spend the rest of my time in high school? It definitely seemed logical at the time. Now it's the basis for the biggest failure in my life.
You might argue that most of the things you learned in high school don't help you now. But no matter what you say, high school is important. Sure, we could improve our curriculums. There is a lot we can do to make school more engaging and beneficial. But it's better than the route I took.
College and university are a different story, but high school? I wouldn't recommend anyone drop out like I did.
I ended up getting my GED (a high school equivalent). I'm now studying computer science and working towards a degree. I no longer suffer from crippling depression. I've done alright for myself but I'm still paying for this mistake to this day.
I used to wake up every day and despising the actions of my seventeen year old self.
I forgive you for not graduating high school.